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Headless Queen Compilation Vol. I [Side B]

by Headless Queen Records

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Held back by hesitation Living up to expectations There goes my inspiration Giving up I've given in Why do I lie to myself Try to be like everyone else Just get this out of my head I can't stop this twitch Why oh why can't I scratch this itch Slipping through the cracks And I'm not coming back I try to keep my grip Keep losing contact This life is not enough I feel so stuck I gave it all I could Not like I ever had much Why do I try to be like everyone else The perfect boy on display on the shelf I'm not who I wanted to be This twitch keeps telling me Hanging by a thread The blame is hung over my fucking head I'm not who I wanted to be This twitch keeps lying to me This twitch won't stop Till I'm fucking dead But I know I'm perfect Just the way I am This life's a bitch I can't stop this twitch I'm losing sleep Why can't I scratch this itch
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Excuse me while I lay in my sorrows With the pathetic pity that I have for myself I fucking hate you, I fucking hate this disease, I fucking hate myself and every other fucking being. I look at myself in the mirror, and you know what I see? A fucking pile of filth with disgraceful pleas. All this world does, is fucking spite me. I feel my soul, it's tainted. And fucking grimy. I'll never know what the fuck these flaws mean But I know I'm worthless, that I've fucked it all up, and it's all my fault. I'm empty inside, hollowed out. I pretend and pretend but there's always that doubt. That doubt in myself, embedded in my core, the doubt that swallows all I've ever sworn. The promises to myself, never kept. And I repent, I repent, while I hope for death. Cause I'm a pessimistic fuck. A contradiction. Of who I want to be, of who I was, my life is fucking fiction. I'm a pessimistic fuck, a contradiction. Every aspect of my life is fucking fiction. I'm a pessimistic fuck, a contradiction. Of who I want to be, I'm fucking fiction. No one knows me, or how I feel. No one ever will, because I'll never heal.
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From the moment that you came around, we could tell what you were all about. You need to wipe that grin off your face, ‘cause you wont ever be a part. You’re here for the wrong reason. You give nothing back! Keep on taking, keep on faking. It earns you no respect! Dime a dozen, you’re a basic kind, I’ve seen it all before. Too worried about who knows your name. No one cares now, and no one cared before. I’m so sick, I’m so sick, I’m so sick of your face! From the moment that you came around, we could tell what you were all about. You need to wipe that grin off your face, ‘cause you wont ever be a part. You’re here for the wrong reason. You give nothing back! Keep on taking, keep on faking. It earns you no respect! Dime a dozen, you’re a basic kind, I’ve seen it all before. Too worried about who knows your name. No one cares now, and no one cared before!
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A sovereign state masked by an abundancy of words and cliches that infest our mind and only make us feel free. Shoot your political leaders in the head rearrange the game leave them for dead. You dont have our back we tried peace its time to attack. A lack of prosperity becomes reality. Abolish the american dream puppets talk while held by strings. Take a second to think how you really feel. Open up your eyes to fallacy,greed and fear. This is our time to rise. For our beliefs we will die. I was taught only to believe in what i can see. Lies and deceit spewed out the mouths of demons surrounding me. These words I speak, the only thing, thats seperating them from me. Freedoms stripped, corrupted laws, in one nation under fraud. Words of truth and power fall through the cracks of tyranny United we stand divided we fall Through the cracks of this police state we don our masks and re-emerge anonymously, guerrilla warfare is our new brand of justice. Taking control of the streets and putting you in your coffins
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Well I know that it’s late, but we know that you ain’t finished yet. I’m drinking till it hurts hoping to forget. Incoherent and in love they are one in the same. Come take another shot and I’ll show you love. Built upon a nation, suicide and greed. I’ll show you the combination if you would follow me. I am no longer human I need another drink, this oil I consume proves that I am a machine. Well I thrive off of passion, all the bullshit and love that don’t exist. I’m crippled from the torture and I can’t move my wrists. We all just want to party but life can get the best. I am a fucking rockstar and I’ll die just like the rest. Built upon a nation suicide and greed. I’ll show you the combination if you would follow me. No loner fearing god, I only fear myself. For I will choose the devil and slowly burn in hell. Everybody in this fucking world, there’s no hope for anything nor you and I. So no matter what you’re drinking, Let’s all fucking die tonight. Oh. Where did I go wrong? I thought I had all the answers, but that’s just my luck. It just ain’t the same. This room is spinning but I can’t complain cause I know you will steal my soul. Rock n’ Roll is dead and I fucking killed it. I’ve been whiskey drinking, let the mayhem begin. http://www.dclaudio.net/
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The year is 1989, the year I came alive Thrown into a world expecting high Now I ask who am I? Well maybe I was right I¹m not alive I¹m broken inside My life is broken inside So here I am I¹m living life I¹m getting high Stare at my face I've seen so many things that you have never seen How did I survive? I don¹t know How did I survive? I never know Well maybe I was right I¹m not alive I¹m broken inside My life is broken inside I can't read my own mind Do I even exist or are you all in my head? I know I won¹t be missed because everything¹s in my head Well maybe I was right I¹m not alive I¹m broken inside My life is broken inside Now the world is on my back O say can you see a dawning light, rip across my face Rip across my face I¹m not alive Now I see I'm never free
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We are the new generation of tyrants tied together by chains of lies our blood thickens to an endless supply We are a matrix of illusion we are the new generation of tyrants Stop accusing stop denying i will define myself ignite the war inside my heart i keep crawling deeper and deeper I crave all the answers but fear what may come after why should i care at all if it all crumbles before my feet foreign hordes of sin and desperation meet an assassin of the greater good i crave all the answers The heretics voice continues to tempt me no memory of living regret free perceive me with reality a cup half full leaves our minds half empty that's an oath you cannot keep we have never been free i'm losing myself face the eyes of the vulture as he's perched on his nest identity withered away night after night day after day enough is enough Stand strong where do i put my trust stand strong i've loved and i've lost i'll let the pressure take its toll this is my favorite nightmare you don't know the truth yet the truth the path you're on leads to boiling blood we'll set the world on fire and we'll watch it burn
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20 years later still searching for success Time after time, I still come out a mess An endless race, I'm stuck in last place Feeling down wishing I could be erased You gotta understand I ain't scared of death But disappointments got a grip, and I can't catch my breath So much to lose With the world to prove So much to lose I'm alright I'll be just fine With the world to prove Stuck at the bottom, still waiting for that sign Bright and early, I kick into gear Patience wearing thin, seconds turn to years The clocks tickin slow, why the fuck can't I keep up? It's true what they say "You reap what you sow" At the end of the day, I still fall short Don't need your pity, don't want your support So much to lose With the world to prove Endless cycle, forever stuck Just waiting to die, I'm out of luck Ambitions and desires, in a wreck I sit here with this noose tied to my neck I've lost everything Nothing left to prove
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My mind is a prison. This is my hell. Where all the roads lead to home and all the devils speak in the tongues of my friends that I used to know. The place where my heart feels the heaviest. I discern this and I don't want to be saved. This torment is what I deserve. Lost somewhere between the past and the present. I am meant to be a shattered soul. The closer I get, the further it feels. What am I to do? The dream-catcher above my bed hasn't helped me sleep in months. That dream-catcher was worthless and ill never take that medication. You always said that I was weak and I never proved that I was strong. There's a noose hanging from the ceiling and its the only place I've ever belonged.
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its not the first time that ive felt this way a constant darkness it eats me up everyday im not just down, its like im stuck underground. and everytime i find myself on my feet im just let down, I wont let myself drown. everyface, everyplace, everything a fuckin waste, we give our lives for just one taste its safe to say i cherish everyday no giving up im here to stay. my, my head feels heavy, hopes are low but i will not be the one to show. everything i want to get back, slowly fades and away and turns black. Less motivation everyday, I never thought these feeings would stay. x3 I dont want to end up like the rest.
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can we find what we lost a world worth seeing through ones torn vision we are the strength of whats not been beatin we were the heart that breaths with the beat the strength that speaks without feat we were the smile to inspire all that are tired of this world that we live in that only conspires against the ones that choose defeat i will not choose defeat i will not rest until we find our best

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HEADLESS QUEEN RECORDS COMPILATION VOL. I
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Headless Queen Records would like to thank all the bands and labels who participated in this.

Album artwork by Samuelito Cruz
Special thanks to Tyler Hinton who helped put this together.

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released April 20, 2013

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